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Happy New year! Maybe a LS later ~

Tue Dec 31, 2013, 9:03 AM
Yeah happy new year!

And if I can sneak away from the guests invading our house I will host a little livestreams for those interested and not occupied by partying =D I will announce it in a later journal if and when I have the stream :)

Commissions are OPEN

Fri Dec 27, 2013, 4:53 PM
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+ $5 for additional character


Sexy naughty bitchy Me by SilvesterVitaleNel update by SilvesterVitaleWeeping Willow by SilvesterVitaleMoses by SilvesterVitaleMousey by SilvesterVitaleDark Nel by SilvesterVitaleLittle sun by SilvesterVitaleEven baby stars need a bath by SilvesterVitale

Contact me via note and we go further from there.

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Merry Christmas peeps!

Wed Dec 25, 2013, 5:33 AM
Merry christmas all, hope you're having a great time whether you celibrate or not ~ :heart:

:iconludus-chaos: still has spots left for members in a few factions!

How to join fav.me/d6htkl1  

Bare in mind that there are only 3 factions still open for members:

- The Radiant knights
- The Xaphanians
- The Wraithwalkers

Now go and get your apps done folks =D

Livestream OFF

Journal Entry: Thu Dec 5, 2013, 2:26 PM

Waaaaaaah I say waaaaah halp..

Thu Dec 5, 2013, 4:58 AM
My computer wants to make a windows update but after the update my photoshop refuse to work, it crashes as soon as I'm gonna open a file. When I restore the computer to a point before that stupid windows update Photoshop works fine, but my computer demands me to install this stupid windows update 8I ... but then my photoshop will die. *dramatic orgon play* Does anyone know what I can do to fix it?

Pimping for Christmas

Sat Nov 30, 2013, 9:38 AM
Hey peeps!

Tomorrow it's 1st December and also 1st Advent. I don't know if you guys celibrate Advent, but we do here in Sweden. It's very cozy and really brings forth the Christmas spirit. I've been Christmas decorating the house today, surprising my parents when they came home from work :iconpapmingplz: As soon as dad comes in from the workshop we're gonna have some mulled wine, or Glögg as we say  o v o b

Also, every year "Julradio" or Christmas radio is hosted online from first  to last December and it's broadcasted 24/7 during the whole month, starting at midnight tonight, it will be so cozy indeed u7u

Welp, that's just some random updates.

Greetings from Sil

Hey guys!

So I noticed there is a comment war going on under my latest submission, my "coming out" as ts ftm pic. I want to thank you everyone for supporting me and those who are holding my back there, I really appreciate it :heart:. I know that there are probably more people out there who believes that I'm mentally ill just because I identify myself as a man, so I thought I should make a little journal about it, also for those who are interested in what this all mean.


Transsexualism is not a mental illness and thus can't be "cured" with psychotherapy or anything like that. It's like the mental gender does not agree with your physical gender, I'd like to call it the situation where "nature gone wrong", probably somewhere in the fetus stages.
Transsexualism is diagnosed by a psychologist after many tests (tests involving checking if you have some kind of mental illness too, and I passed that test, so I know damn sure that I'm not mentally ill ;) ) and here in Sweden (donno how it works in other countries) there are medical teams of doctors and psychologists who works with this.

Let's face it, the gender is not only about dicks and vaginas, we all have a mental gender as well.

Back in 2009 I was diagnosed  with transsexualism after going through a lot of different tests involving practical tests, logic tests, memory tests, math, my awareness of society, I got to look at those traditional inkblots as well. I was not surprised that I did get the diagnose for transsexualism since I've been identifying myself with boys my entire life and I have tried so hard to fit in as the girl my body represents, but I just can't anymore. I am locking myself up in my room, not wanting to go out and live life because it's like looking through the eyes of somebody else. I am not the girl everyone sees. Since we transsexuals can't change our brains we have the option to change our bodies and that is what I'm already half way through :)

When changing your gender you can choose what parts you want to change. Some only take hormones and are satisfied with that, others take hormones and does chest surgery (that's me), and then some choose to also do the sex surgery. Some even stop the hormone treatment after a few years.
To change your gender doesn't mean you have to go through all the treatments, you can customize your treatment to fit the way you want it.

If you have any questions feel free to write me a note, I am very used to answering questions concerning this subject so I don't mind :)


Love you all for your support <3

- Silvester

Demons Lair Contest! [THE WINNER IS]

Journal Entry: Tue Sep 3, 2013, 2:20 PM
I have now chosed a winner for this contest o 7 o

With a lovely traditional artwork featuring many of the Goetia characters in a wonderful way :iconparasaurolophus0: has been chosen as this contest's winner with Fables of Farhes by parasaurolophus0 :star:

The prices are as following:
3 months Premium membership
and a full color drawing drawn by me.

Congratulation :iconparasaurolophus0: and thank you all for participating!!! :heart:


OK!
I've got 7 lovely entries which I will be judging during the next 2 weeks. I was going for 1 week, but the upcomming week will be a working-my-butt-off week, so I need that extra week 8I

Thank you all for entering! O7O I will update this journal again in 2 weeks and announce the winner~


Hello darlings!

So, it's been one year since I created Farhes, a character that has developed rapidly during only one year and is now my most popular character (he even beat Njal in my latest poll!) And for this 1 year anniversary I want to host a little contest O7O

The task is simple~

Picture Farhes and Beau together. You can draw them however and wherever you like. Shopping in the human world? Lazing in the sun? Spending quality time with their cubs? 'Fun' in the bedchamber? Or maybe even a crossover with your own characters!? Or anything else that comes to your mind!

The theme is very free!
However, there are a few rules.


Rules and Prices

Rules:

- Both Beau and Farhes need to be featured in the same piece.
- You may add other characters (their cubs, other demons or even a crossover with your own characters!).
- No tracing.
- All mediums allowed! Even literature!
- Both mature and none-mature contents are allowed!
- You can enter with up to two entries.
- Art entries must be colored and shaded.
- 500 words are minimum for literature entries.
- Be creative!


Finished entries are sent to me as a link via note :)


Prices:

3 months Premium membership
A full color drawing drawn by me.

If I get more than 10 entries there will be prices for a 2nd and a 3rd place too =D

Feel free to spread the word~



References
Let daddy sleep by SilvesterVitaleLight play by SilvesterVitaleSexy naughty bitchy Me by SilvesterVitaleTawonga Mokanwana by SilvesterVitaleHunting by SilvesterVitaleLovelies by SilvesterVitaleGrace by SilvesterVitaleNude embrace by SilvesterVitaleThe-Goetia app: Farhes by SilvesterVitale


Entries
Demons Lair Contest by HorizonAllureSilvesterVitale Contest Entry- Afterglow by TheStrayLigerDemon Lair contest: Hunt lessons by LuzerranteHappy Birthday Farhes! by Kai-ziFables of Farhes by parasaurolophus0Demons' Lair: The Goldsmith and His Mate by YetiniaContest by Emmybee42


Deadline November 8




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Stressed out

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 21, 2013, 1:51 AM
Yes, I've just come to figure out that I'm stressed 8I I don't compleatly know the reason for it since I don't really live a stressful life, but a few bad things have happened this year that might have triggered it subconsciously and then there are a few starting factors from a year back or so =v= Like one and a half year ago I got troubles with my wrists, it was when I was in comic art school and I thought that my wrists would never get better, so I got stressed about that and it's here the first symptoms of stress appear, some kind of spasms during night, my whole body jerked so I woke up. And later, last summer, I got problem with my neck (also a sign of stress) I still have problems with it, which also causes me to stress because it doesn't want to disappear whatever I do, sometimes it's good sometimes it bad.

An other cause of my worries has been directed towards my grandma who was sick for 2 years and no doctor could find out what was wrong before she died this spring just a few months after my beloved Marve (one of my previous cats) died in a pretty traumatic way.

I've thought that I wasn't very effected by these thingas that have happened but they've probably just been laying around subconsciously till this summer. This summer started good, but in the end of june I think I got some kind of stress breakdown, I felt like I was about to faint, that I had hard to breath, my feet and hands were shaking and vibrating. So dad took me to the hospital and all my tests was good and I realized that I became calm after I got to hear that there was nothing physically wrong with me (but I was still horribly tired after that stress 8I). After this, I've not really been myself. I can hardly eat even though I want to so bad and I've been sleeping 4 h longer than I usually do, I've never needed much sleep, 8 h and I'm good to go, but now I need 12 h.

Last night I went to bed at 10 pm because I was sooooo tired, for no reason. And when I was lying in bed I tried to figure out what was causing all this and it came to me that I started to feel a bit down in the mid of june already and I think I know why 8I
My brothers girlfriend.
I mean, it's not her fault lol, but the fact that she was here day in and day out I never really got any peace since I have the room ontop of my brothers.
But the fact that I've had to listen to their humping all summer is not why I feel stressed, it's the thought that came with it.
I came to realize how lonely I am.
When your parents are literaly your best friends, then you can figure how lonely I am. I've never even had any friends. I don't have anyone to hang out with. The friends I have are you, people on the internet and I love you guys and I wish I could hang out with you, play games, watch movies and have fun times outside the computer .________.
I've never even had a boyfriend, or a girlfriend for that matter. I don't even know what sexuallity I have. Though, I feel all cold when guys are hitting on me, so no.. no guys =v=
I feel like a misfit in life 8I

But yes. I'm stressed and feeling lonely uAu so if I'm not online as much as before and stuff it's probably because I'm in bed sleeping or at work.




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it cost me a fortune, but it was worth it :iconmingplz: NO MORE COMPUTER CRASHES FOR ME :iconpapcryplz:
I believe it's mostly us scandinavians who celebrate midsummer ; 7 ; but happy Midsummer anyway! >7<

and here some fun facts about the tradition stright out from wikipedia~

    In modern Sweden, Midsummer's Eve and Midsummer's Day (Midsommarafton and Midsommardagen) were formerly celebrated on 23 June and 24 June, but since 1953 the celebration has been moved to the Friday and Saturday between 19 June and 26 June with the main celebrations taking place on Friday. It is one of the most important holidays of the year in Sweden, and probably the most uniquely Swedish in the way it is celebrated. When Sweden got its National day (6 June), discussions were held about making Midsummer the Swedish national day because of the strong civil celebration on this day.

    Raising and dancing around a maypole (majstång or midsommarstång) is an activity that attracts families and many others. Before the maypole is raised, greens and flowers are collected and used to cover the entire pole. People dancing around the pole listen to traditional music and sing songs such as Små grodorna associated with the holiday. Some wear traditional folk costumes or crowns made of wild springs and wildflowers on their heads. The year's first potatoes, soused herring and pickled herring, chives, sour cream, beer, snaps and the first strawberries of the season are on the menu. Drinking songs (snapsvisor) are also important at this feast, and many drink heavily.

    Because Midsummer was thought to be one of the times of the year when magic was strongest, it was considered a good night to perform rituals to look into the future. Traditionally, young people pick bouquets of seven or nine different flowers and put them under their pillow in the hope of dreaming about their future spouse. In the past it was believed that herbs picked at Midsummer were highly potent, and water from springs could bring good health. Greenery placed over houses and barns were supposed to bring good fortune and health to people and livestock; this old tradition of decorating with greens continues, even though most don't take it seriously. To decorate with greens was called att maja (to may) and may be the origin of the word majstång, maja coming originally from the month May. Other researchers say the term came from German merchants who raised the maypole in June because the Swedish climate made it impossible to find the necessary greens and flowers in May, and continued to call it a maypole. Today, however, it is most commonly called a "midsommarstång" (literally midsummer pole).

    In earlier times, small spires wrapped in greens were erected; this probably predates the maypole tradition, which is believed by many to have come from the continent in the Middle Ages. Others argue that some form of Midsummer pole occurred in Sweden during the pre-Christian times, and was a phallic fertility symbol, meant to impregnate the earth, but as there were no records from those times it cannot be proven, and this idea might just be a modern interpretation of the pole's form. The earliest historical mention of the maypole in Sweden is from the Middle Ages. Midsummer was, however, linked to an ancient fertility festival which was adapted into St. John's Day by the church, even though it retained many pagan traditions, as the Swedes were slow to give up the old heathen customs. The connection to fertility is naturally linked to the time of year. Many young people became passionate at Midsummer, and this was accepted, probably because it resulted in more childbirths in March which was a good time for children to be born.

    In Denmark and Norway midsummer is referred to as the eve of Skt. Hans but it's only in Sweden that it has kept its original name.
    In Sweden and parts of Finland, the tradition of bonfires is not part of Midsummer but rather of the "Valborg's" evening festivities, when winter leaves are burned for summer.

I hate my computer

Journal Entry: Thu May 16, 2013, 9:42 AM



so yah, couldn't stream the eurovision as I said I was gonna do because my computer got overheated and died on me OTL






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About my last journal

Journal Entry: Thu May 2, 2013, 12:33 PM



So, yeah, my grandmother died last night, that's why the phone rang in the middle of the night. But she passed peacefully and now she can rest in peace since she's been sick for 2 years now and no doctor knows what's been wrong with her. She lost around 26 kg, could not talk or swallow for some reason. We are rather relieved as she's been suffering for so long.

I'm a bit shocked but I'll be fine, so don't worry about me!

<3






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So, ok. I just woke up...

Journal Entry: Wed May 1, 2013, 6:46 PM



... And it's 3:38 am. The phone rang and my parants were speaking before dad left the house. I'm almost sure it's regarding my grandmother because she's been sick for some time and no doctor knows what's wrong.

Now I'm gonna try to go back to sleep 8I






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Stuff

Journal Entry: Sat Apr 27, 2013, 4:35 AM



Stole this from :iconmakiloomis:



1: What would you name your future daughter?
Hm well, if I ever get kids, my daughters name would be.... I have seriously no idea 8I the though has never crossed my mind.
2: Do you miss anyone?
Yeah my deseased cat ;v;

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
Well, thanks UvU
4: Ever been told "it's not you, it's me"?
No, I don't think so.
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Errrrr I donno, one week closer to summer? :iconmingplz:

6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
I always stay in dude, effing dangerous outside :iconpapmingplz:

7: How late did you stay up last night?
2 am

8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Are you kidding me? XD I run around the whole house in my panties after I've been showering so my family see my underwear all the time, probably the neighbours too!

9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
drinking my coffee uvub
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
I don't think I've ever said it to somebody, I mean, it's nothing you go around and tell people just like that, I'm not that kind of person, but that doesn't mean I don't love my close and dear ones.

11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
I don't drink.
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
nope
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
of course. I dun wanna burn my money.
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yah of course.

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Nope.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yes
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Nope, I'm not really the crying type  = 7 =

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
no
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
lol no

20: Who did you last see in person?
my mom when she woke me up this morning.

21: What is the last thing you said out loud?
err xD "Scrodie"? my kittens nickname.

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
I don't usually kiss.

23: Have you ever been to Paris?
Yeah, it was lovely.

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I'm a pro

25: Do you use chap stick?
like lip balm? well yeah sometimes.

26: Who did you last share a bed with?
My kitten

27: Are you listening to music right now?
err hold on, I thought it was too little noise in here. ah now.

28: What is something you currently want right now?
I don't have desire for anything right now, I'm content.

29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
most likely
 

30: How is your heart lately?
it's bloody fine UuU

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
No, it makes you look suspicious.

32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
My dad I think, in february when Marve (our deseased cat died)

33: What do people call you?
Nos, lilla nos, bimmen, Mimph and Plimph

34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn't?
Most likely

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
nope, not what I can think of, I usually don't stress.

36: What are you listening to right now?
Uprising - Sabaton

37: What is wrong with you right now?
nothing if you ask me UvU

38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
probably ovo

39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
Nope XD

40: What is on your wrists right now?
A sleeping kitten.

41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
Pure and content.

42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you're wearing?
got it from my mom at christmas O u O

43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
I donno, I don't think so.

44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Nope

45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
lol no

46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
drawing~

47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
yes and no

48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Alone *A*

49: Have you ever been to New York?
Nope

50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
we usually don't abuse the three words, probably because we already know by our actings that we love eachother, it doesn't need to be told in words. That's within my family <3

1. What is your middle name?
Maria Josefin

2. Are you wearing makeup?
I usually go neutral, but at work and in school make-up is on.

3. What colour is your toothbrush?
It's lavender and white UuU

4. Approximately how many posters are hung up in your room?
none

5. What does your hair product smell like?
Candy xD or bubblegum perhaps.

6. Where would rather be right now?
I'm content where I am UvU

7. What is the temperature outside?
hm 20 C in the sun and like.... 10 C in the shadow?

8. Have you ever dyed your hair? If so what colour?
Red, black, pink, blonde, purple.

9. What is the funniest word you know?
I don't know right now OTL

10. Name your favourite band starting with the letter 'M'
-

11. What is your favourite pick up line? And has anyone ever used it on you?
"Häv dig iväg kärring." Actually it's my grandpa who said it the first time, but it's effing flawless.

and nobody has used it on me, no.

12. Describe your first icon using only verbs
-

13. What is the most expensive thing you have ever bought with your own money?
I have bought all my things in my room for my money, but I guess it would be my kitten for 7500 Swedish crowns (ca $1140)

14. State your favourite letter of the alphabet.
V

15. What is your favourite accent?
Hebrew and Austrailan <3

16. How did you celebrate the new year?
Alone at home with Marve <3

17. What do you call a brown fizzy drink that usually comes in a can?
Coke

18. Do you like fish?
Love it

19. What is your most used tag?
-

20. Would you rather ask someone out or be asked out?
none.

21. What is your favourite Olympic sport to watch?
Horse show jumping and figure skating for some reason lol

22. Have you ever dumped anyone?
Yes

23. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Happy and free O u O which I already am.

24. Have you ever been to the United States? If so, where?
nope

25. What instrument have you always wanted to play?
I donno 8I

26. Describe your dream partner's eye colour.
dun have any

27. What do you order at diners?
salmon or prawns

28. Coffee or espressos?
both?

29. What is the most annoying song on the radio at the moment?
No idea xD

30. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
7 maybe

31. What type of music player do you own?
Ipod and Iphone

32. Describe your favourite painting
Oh dear I have no idea

33. What was the best present you have ever received?
my gold necklace I got deom mom and dad on my graduation ;u;

34. Spring or Fall? Why?
Summer?
Spring and fall are equal to me.

35. What was the last text you received? Who was it from?
Don't remember

36. Would you ever paint your room pink?
It's already pink UvU

37. What colour is your underwear?
Grey with blank ornament thingies on.

38. Favourite perfume scent?
Pink sugar

39. What celebrity do you think needs to drop off a cliff?
Who am I to judge?

40. Do blue eyes turn you on?
depends on who they belong to.

41. What meat do you prefer in a sandwich?
reindeer

42. Would you ever wear a sweater to school?
Not really my style

43. What is the name of your current ringtone?
err donno XD the standard Iphone ringtone?

44. Glasses or contacts?
None~

45. What shoes do you normally wear to school?
Converse or highheals

46. Where is your nearest television?
Behind me in my room.

47. What is your favourite vegetable?
Cucumber

48. When was the last time you drank milk?
Sometime this week.

49. What was your lowest grade in school?
F in social studies

50. Are you using Google chrome?
Yepp






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  • Mood: Love

My inactivity atm...

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 20, 2013, 3:41 AM



Hey all, just wanted to notify that I'm a bit inactive here atm. My inspirationflow has start to lack the past two weeks due to this never ending winter. It's soon April but it is still snowing and temperature below 0 degrees C. Usually at this time of the year the snow melts away, it should almost be gone by now here where I live, but it isn't.

The winterseason kind of makes me shut down and I'm just waiting for the short summer to come again, but right now, it feels  like it won't, there's still no signs of it and it doesn't make it better that last years summer almost couldn't count as summer because it was so cold.
Usually in April the leaves on the trees starts to sprout, but the fucking snow is still covering the ground and more is falling.
I just want to be able to go out withoiut dressing like an eskimo and still freezing my face off, I want to be able to go out barefoot and feel the grass between my toes and I want to be able to smell  the nature. Right now the only thing I smell is cold.






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  • Mood: Love

Amg.. I see the sun Q 7 Q

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 4, 2013, 6:57 AM



....
No, seriously, living this high up north the sun is more absent than shining. During the winter season the sun sets around 3 pm, if it has even rised at all. There's no wonder why scandinavians are lacking D vitamin ;v;

but now... fff the sun Q 7 Q :heart: *feels how she turns to life*






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  • Mood: Love