so yah, couldn't stream the eurovision as I said I was gonna do because my computer got overheated and died on me OTL

So, yeah, my grandmother died last night, that's why the phone rang in the middle of the night. But she passed peacefully and now she can rest in peace since she's been sick for 2 years now and no doctor knows what's been wrong with her. She lost around 26 kg, could not talk or swallow for some reason. We are rather relieved as she's been suffering for so long.

I'm a bit shocked but I'll be fine, so don't worry about me!

<3

... And it's 3:38 am. The phone rang and my parants were speaking before dad left the house. I'm almost sure it's regarding my grandmother because she's been sick for some time and no doctor knows what's wrong.

Now I'm gonna try to go back to sleep 8I

Stole this from



1: What would you name your future daughter?
Hm well, if I ever get kids, my daughters name would be.... I have seriously no idea 8I the though has never crossed my mind.
2: Do you miss anyone?
Yeah my deseased cat ;v;

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
Well, thanks UvU
4: Ever been told "it's not you, it's me"?
No, I don't think so.
5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Errrrr I donno, one week closer to summer?

6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
I always stay in dude, effing dangerous outside

7: How late did you stay up last night?
2 am

8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Are you kidding me? XD I run around the whole house in my panties after I've been showering so my family see my underwear all the time, probably the neighbours too!

9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
drinking my coffee uvub
10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
I don't think I've ever said it to somebody, I mean, it's nothing you go around and tell people just like that, I'm not that kind of person, but that doesn't mean I don't love my close and dear ones.

11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
I don't drink.
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
nope
13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
of course. I dun wanna burn my money.
14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yah of course.

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Nope.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yes
17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Nope, I'm not really the crying type  = 7 =

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
no
19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
lol no

20: Who did you last see in person?
my mom when she woke me up this morning.

21: What is the last thing you said out loud?
err xD "Scrodie"? my kittens nickname.

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
I don't usually kiss.

23: Have you ever been to Paris?
Yeah, it was lovely.

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I'm a pro

25: Do you use chap stick?
like lip balm? well yeah sometimes.

26: Who did you last share a bed with?
My kitten

27: Are you listening to music right now?
err hold on, I thought it was too little noise in here. ah now.

28: What is something you currently want right now?
I don't have desire for anything right now, I'm content.

29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
most likely
 

30: How is your heart lately?
it's bloody fine UuU

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
No, it makes you look suspicious.

32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
My dad I think, in february when Marve (our deseased cat died)

33: What do people call you?
Nos, lilla nos, bimmen, Mimph and Plimph

34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn't?
Most likely

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
nope, not what I can think of, I usually don't stress.

36: What are you listening to right now?
Uprising - Sabaton

37: What is wrong with you right now?
nothing if you ask me UvU

38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
probably ovo

39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
Nope XD

40: What is on your wrists right now?
A sleeping kitten.

41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
Pure and content.

42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you're wearing?
got it from my mom at christmas O u O

43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
I donno, I don't think so.

44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Nope

45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
lol no

46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
drawing~

47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
yes and no

48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Alone *A*

49: Have you ever been to New York?
Nope

50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
we usually don't abuse the three words, probably because we already know by our actings that we love eachother, it doesn't need to be told in words. That's within my family <3

1. What is your middle name?
Maria Josefin

2. Are you wearing makeup?
I usually go neutral, but at work and in school make-up is on.

3. What colour is your toothbrush?
It's lavender and white UuU

4. Approximately how many posters are hung up in your room?
none

5. What does your hair product smell like?
Candy xD or bubblegum perhaps.

6. Where would rather be right now?
I'm content where I am UvU

7. What is the temperature outside?
hm 20 C in the sun and like.... 10 C in the shadow?

8. Have you ever dyed your hair? If so what colour?
Red, black, pink, blonde, purple.

9. What is the funniest word you know?
I don't know right now OTL

10. Name your favourite band starting with the letter 'M'
-

11. What is your favourite pick up line? And has anyone ever used it on you?
"Häv dig iväg kärring." Actually it's my grandpa who said it the first time, but it's effing flawless.

and nobody has used it on me, no.

12. Describe your first icon using only verbs
-

13. What is the most expensive thing you have ever bought with your own money?
I have bought all my things in my room for my money, but I guess it would be my kitten for 7500 Swedish crowns (ca $1140)

14. State your favourite letter of the alphabet.
V

15. What is your favourite accent?
Hebrew and Austrailan <3

16. How did you celebrate the new year?
Alone at home with Marve <3

17. What do you call a brown fizzy drink that usually comes in a can?
Coke

18. Do you like fish?
Love it

19. What is your most used tag?
-

20. Would you rather ask someone out or be asked out?
none.

21. What is your favourite Olympic sport to watch?
Horse show jumping and figure skating for some reason lol

22. Have you ever dumped anyone?
Yes

23. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Happy and free O u O which I already am.

24. Have you ever been to the United States? If so, where?
nope

25. What instrument have you always wanted to play?
I donno 8I

26. Describe your dream partner's eye colour.
dun have any

27. What do you order at diners?
salmon or prawns

28. Coffee or espressos?
both?

29. What is the most annoying song on the radio at the moment?
No idea xD

30. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
7 maybe

31. What type of music player do you own?
Ipod and Iphone

32. Describe your favourite painting
Oh dear I have no idea

33. What was the best present you have ever received?
my gold necklace I got deom mom and dad on my graduation ;u;

34. Spring or Fall? Why?
Summer?
Spring and fall are equal to me.

35. What was the last text you received? Who was it from?
Don't remember

36. Would you ever paint your room pink?
It's already pink UvU

37. What colour is your underwear?
Grey with blank ornament thingies on.

38. Favourite perfume scent?
Pink sugar

39. What celebrity do you think needs to drop off a cliff?
Who am I to judge?

40. Do blue eyes turn you on?
depends on who they belong to.

41. What meat do you prefer in a sandwich?
reindeer

42. Would you ever wear a sweater to school?
Not really my style

43. What is the name of your current ringtone?
err donno XD the standard Iphone ringtone?

44. Glasses or contacts?
None~

45. What shoes do you normally wear to school?
Converse or highheals

46. Where is your nearest television?
Behind me in my room.

47. What is your favourite vegetable?
Cucumber

48. When was the last time you drank milk?
Sometime this week.

49. What was your lowest grade in school?
F in social studies

50. Are you using Google chrome?
Yepp

Hey all, just wanted to notify that I'm a bit inactive here atm. My inspirationflow has start to lack the past two weeks due to this never ending winter. It's soon April but it is still snowing and temperature below 0 degrees C. Usually at this time of the year the snow melts away, it should almost be gone by now here where I live, but it isn't.

The winterseason kind of makes me shut down and I'm just waiting for the short summer to come again, but right now, it feels  like it won't, there's still no signs of it and it doesn't make it better that last years summer almost couldn't count as summer because it was so cold.
Usually in April the leaves on the trees starts to sprout, but the fucking snow is still covering the ground and more is falling.
I just want to be able to go out withoiut dressing like an eskimo and still freezing my face off, I want to be able to go out barefoot and feel the grass between my toes and I want to be able to smell  the nature. Right now the only thing I smell is cold.

....
No, seriously, living this high up north the sun is more absent than shining. During the winter season the sun sets around 3 pm, if it has even rised at all. There's no wonder why scandinavians are lacking D vitamin ;v;

but now... fff the sun Q 7 Q *feels how she turns to life*

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2. Each person must post 6 things about themselves in their journal.
3. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
4. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
5. No tag backs.
6. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 11 people.


6 things about me:

1. I have a cat that likes to scare horses when they pass by on the street 8I He hides in the bushes and then goes to attack. He does the same on people who are passing by.
2. I'm economical, I only buy things when it's something I need or really really want... but most of the time I am totally happy if I just get to spend my time drawing ;u; that's my only need lol
3. I am studdying comics.
4. I have a bit of a height fright.
5. My favorite colors are white, light/faded pink, pastel green and orange.
6. I hardly ever watch tv.


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lol yes, happy new year~ and I hope you all are having a very nice time.
Personally I'm sitting all alone in the house as the rest of the crew are in Stockholm and celebrating with my uncle and cousins. To stay home was my own desition as I had a feeling I wouldn't have much fun with all the city folks xD I'm celebrating new years eve with my cat Marve instead Dad bought me a lobster which me and Marve have just been feasting on, I also have a small bottle of champagne even though I don't like alcohole very much ;u;
But all is good! And I hope you all are too!

HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS 'cuz I damn will!


And btw! Anyone with a promise for next year? XD

I don't know who you are, but a big THANK YOU and thousands of hugs! QUQ

Yes, just wanted to say it xD

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

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